New Life

Ok. I already emo for a long times.Now is the new life for me.
I want to live in the life that I like. It is very simple because 人要活在当下嘛。
It is the last 3 years I can enjoy. So, I need to fully use my degree life.
How to fully use?( Maybe readers will feel that I misusing already) I want do the things I like, do the things I want to do, haha...

Yesterday, I skipped 2 tutorial classes. I feel a little bit guilty because $$$ waste like that. But, if I go,I will feel waste time( Go there dreaming and trancing. Like that I better sleep in my room); today I also skip 1 lecture class. Hehe...
So, firstly, I want become a little bad because I dont like others said I'm a nice people and I know that I'm not as nice as they said.
*Bad that I mean not include kill people, put fire and do some actions that are violate legal rules.

Secondly, I want myself become more active and busy.
I joined many club and society, but half of them is become passive member( ahli mati). Hehe...waste $$$ again.
I got attend training of table tennis and squash because I want improve myself due to my sports cells equal to------zero. Haiz. Since I'm as a kid, I rarely do sports. So......
Unfortunately, it is not as what i thought when I joined the clubs. In the training session, I'm the worst student.
I admit I got feel down,sad and upset at that time, but now no more simply because I'm a special case, I just need more time as compare to others.( Hope that I'm not find so many accuse about it)
Now I know that many things need to view from cheers perspective and I dont want let my friends worry about me and encourage me because ...... I dont want let you all got the chance to worry me and encourage me. Wahaha...
Next trimester is a busy trimester.
My MUET exam and Japanese Test are on next trimester plus next trimester is a short trimester!
(I'm very hope that no have so many assignment and the subject that I take not too tough)During this coming trimester break, I want to use it to do my revision. Haiz. No choice, language is my poor part same as sports.
Next next trimester, my table tennis club got open events.
As a working committee, I hope that I can do it well as my friends said and dont do any wrongs. If do wrong, very siak suei because is whole Malaysia events!

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What Should I Do?

Arh!
Why? Why? Why everytimes back Malacca so many things de?
Hate! I hate! I hate need to trouble so many things.

Arh!
Why? Why? Why I became so lazy(always sleep, do nothing)+stupid(so much things doont know)?

Haiz...
I am feel that I live in the hell. It is very tortured!

What should I do now to solve my trouble? How I improve myself?

*Just "fa xie" only.

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爱情

爱情是什么?

首先是好感

开始慢慢地注意对方,发觉他的好…..再慢慢地欣赏

再来就到暧昧

这个阶段总会好奇对方的下一个行动

也很自由因为必竟还不是男女朋友彼此都不能限制对方

但能感受到幸福的滋味

又有点酸味因为开始在乎对方 so难免会因他身边的异性朋友而吃醋

然后就是喜欢

每天粘在一起 一起逛街看电影谈心事

多么窝心甜蜜幸福

相处久了就更了解对方

渐渐地就爱上对方

他伤心,你会替他伤心或是想尽办法让他开心

和他分担所有的喜怒哀乐

日子久了就会习惯对方的存在

这也形成了种依靠

要想继续保持这份爱情的甜蜜与温度

就必须:

信任而不是自欺,
接受而不是埋怨,

尊重而不是奉承,

体贴而不是束缚

交流而不是交待,

慰问而不是质问,

倾诉而不是控诉,

心甘情愿而不是不甘不愿……

如果无法做到这几点

问问自己……….

你爱他有多深?

真的爱他吗?

能接受这样的他过一辈子吗?

这个时候的爱情已没有当初的甜蜜

只剩下沉闷,无奈

慢慢会发现彼此的问题……

话题少了关怀少了相处的时间也少了,

剩下的只有敷衍,抱怨…..

是时候结束这份感情了

放手或许对彼此都好

好让大家能找到更好更适合的

切记

勉强的爱情只会让彼此更痛苦

时间能淡忘一切…..

慢慢就不痛了…………….

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